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| Wednesday, August 18th, 2004 | | 5:05 am |
For my M&M's
I don't know whether to say they melt in my mouth or in my hand? Hmm I dunno if I coulda made that sound more perverted or not. Raisinets? heh I don't know about that one. Now sweet tea.... hehe I like it. But yes for the update: finally got settled in the new place and got my comp up and running with dsl. My birthday is apparently in 23 hours, and three minutes as of me writing this sentence..... and its my two month anniversary with Emily woot.... Kinda crazy we've been together this long already yet we see each other every day for the past five months practically. Strange I'm so happy... its intoxicating. Normally I'd have gotten bored with her by now but I just can't seem to see her enough its weird... I suppose I should put this as private but alas I'm lazy and tired. SO its there for everyone. G'night all am off to dream land. -C | | Monday, June 14th, 2004 | | 4:28 am |
too good a day.
Hmm I've had a great day. Not a whole lot for words right now 'cept it's been awhile since I've been this happy. | | Sunday, June 6th, 2004 | | 5:38 pm |
A decent nickname
Hmm I've been aptly named "The Beast". Which I suppose fits me pretty well considering beasts are normally dirty,cute,lovable.... and well just sometimes savage. | | 5:16 pm |
Pictures for blackmail
Ever had one of those times we're you've been in a really compromising situation and someone got a snapshot of you? Either that or I'm just a sucker when girls wanna play with me. I'm a lifesize doll apparently.... must be the long hair. Either way water-proof eye-liner sucks. It is really hard to get off and burns if it's in your eyes. If you wanna see some pics lemme know and I'll try to get one for you. Heh they're quite amusing. Other than that I've hardly any news at all. Just hanging out with friends on my days off and working. Just taking it a day at a time. | | Sunday, May 23rd, 2004 | | 6:20 pm |
Sleep deprivation and rollercoasters
Well as the title states I had some horrible sleep deprivation and rode some rollercoasters! Heh as known by my previous posts have been hanging out with some friends lately and having good times. Well here's the story really... woke up at 2pm just kinda ready to hang and chill out on a friday mornin with some friends and ended up being me, Emily, Joel, Ame, Morgane, Tabitha and Kim. (the last two I dunno) But anyways after sitting around talking for awhile we ended up deciding to hit downtown g-ville and apparently there was the greek festival going on unknown to me. So we wandered around there a lil bit then stopped at the marble slab and got some ice cream. After that we apparently decided to go hang out at the reedy(sp) river, its nice there quiet grassy banks and warm sun. But anyways so Joel, Emily and Morgane go walking in the river whilst me and Ame are sitting on the bank chatting and Tabitha and Kim kinda went and did their own thing (they weren't really part of the group)but yeah all of a sudden Joel turns around wraps his foot up in his shirt and tells me we gotta go to the hospital. Apparently it turns out that he cut himself (dunno on what) but even managed to sever a small artery in his foot. woot for him. But yeah after running a mile or so back to the car in 90 degree or so weather I turned on my four-ways and did about 90 all the way to greer in about 10 minutes. Yay for me. But after all that jazz and waiting around in the ER for somewhere around 4 hours I believe finally got to leave and head home only to go to work and be an hour late. Other than that while in the ER Me, Emily, Ame and Morgane were all sitting around talking and the subject got around to how Emily was going to Carowinds with her friends who had free tickets and she invited me to come. So I did. Heh so now it's 8 am I was getting home still no sleep... called her got directions to where she was and went and picked her up and went to Carowinds. Good times there other than the fact I had a stomachache for awhile which sucked and the no sleep. Definitely gonna have to go again sometime. But I didn't get to ride the new rollercoaster sadly the assimilator. Lays you down and corkscrews and stuff apparently everyone said it gave them kinda a headache. But oh well. Thanks for the good times Emily. And now for the story of my ride home. Have you ever seen one of those pirate maps to treasure in some old cartoons of it being goofy of loopy lines and such and lots of backtracking? Yeah that'd be how I got home. By about this time I'm running on 30 hours or so no sleep singing at the top of my lungs with all the windows down in the rain to keep myself awake. I ended up going from here to Charlotte (which was correct since em is a good navigator) but on the way back I somehow got lost and ended up in Columbia (yay for me) and drove around it once and then drove up going towards Chester and got lost there too but I finally made it home all safe and sound. And promptly passed out. That's been my wild weekend and I'll have to say even though it was long and odd I had a great time. | | Monday, May 17th, 2004 | | 1:54 am |
Woot
Good times rock. Went to a party with some friends last night and it was good matter of fact even worked had no sleep after having a horrible shitty night/early morning that day and then had to work that afternoon and got to the party and was instantly better. So lemme add this up.... woke up at 4pm and did nothing until midnight to 8 am...(working) 9 am to 2pm (sleeping then), 210pm until ..... 830 am.... 845am to noon...(sleeping) and then since I woke up it is currently 2 am and I'm wired.... I don't really have the patience or mental effort or ability to total up the sleep so I'm not going to bother. It was good times though and I wish everyone was having as fun much as I just did it was the vacation I needed. I hope you get yours soon too lore! And krista sorry about mike being not the person he was I bet that's hard, if you need me I'm always here. Other than that I went and saw a good movie today at the new movie theatre over by westgate mall, was quite a nice theatre I must say almost just like Cherrydale. But yeah back to the movie, it was Eternal Sunshine for the spotless mind (I do believe thats correct) and it was a love story. Normally I don't go to theatres and watch these I wait until they're on tv so I can watch them in private like the big softie people claim I am heh. But yeah I'm quite glad I listened to my friends who reccommended the movie and glad I saw it. I was quite pleased. Other than that I saw the sunrise while not being at work for the first time in awhile quite another pleasant surprise. And even chilled in downtown for a bit just chatting while overlooking the city at night from one of the oddest stand points ontop of a parking garage. But yep all in all it was a great evening. Thanks guys. | | Friday, May 14th, 2004 | | 3:14 am |
rock
Trampolines (sp?) good times and good friends and late night outtings for din-din rock. Figured I'd post for those who care. | | Tuesday, May 11th, 2004 | | 1:03 am |
| | Monday, April 5th, 2004 | | 11:46 pm |
good to be back... sorta.
Even as the title states it is good to be back online to talk with some of you fine folk but I am still at a loss for wanting to talk to everyone. Work is hell so to speak, easy money but working all three shifts (while third is good for reading and now am currently more than half-way done with reading the entire dragonlance books, it sucks for sleeping) I'm either working or sleeping. But I miss everyone and I can't wait till later in the summer, will be good to see everyone again, and to those I won't get to see remember that I still love ya. And when our eyes meet, in the passion of lost moments, I feel my soul flare and hear words of undecipherable lust and love. A language merely for us. A language not really based on words or definitions but just strange barely audible noises that even were they whispered into my ear my angel sounds so far far away. When we hold each other and we're cradled into each other's essence I can feel our hearts entwine and become one, I feel my heartbeat quicken, my blood race and can feel the divine emotion of my birth of being something new, someone new. To be loved and be loved in return more deeply any anyone has ever felt and known, a mystical bond that only her and I share. When will I ever find someone who can consume me like that? -C | | 11:43 pm |
Better version
Excuse the mess, I didn't see you from behind I caught a glimpse, but the reflection's only mine It's almost like I'm paralyzed and locked outside myself What I don't need is to concede because I won't be someone else I am not perfect and I don't claim to be And if that's what you wanted Well then I'm so sorry How about a better version of, the way that I am How about a better version that, makes me understand How about a better version of, the way that I am The way I look, The way I speak, How about a better version of me Excuse the wall, I put it up from time to time A silver shade, and the design is all mine It's just a maze that everyday I seem to be stuck in It never seems to fade away but I pray for the day it ends I am not perfect and I don't claim to be And if that's what you wanted Well then I'm so sorry How about a better version of, the way that I am How about a better version that, makes me understand How about a better version of, the way that I am The way I look, The way I speak, How about a better version of me Show me my vital signs until I'm realigned How about a better version of, the way that I am How about a better version that, makes me understand How about a better version of, the way that I am The way I look, The way I speak, How about a better version of me | | 11:36 pm |
stranger inside
This day could be the worst one yet I just won't relax I can't catch my breath Because I'm sick and tired of you'll be fine Well how do you know, can you read minds So take while you can so you can meet demands My insanity is what you thrive on So rip it from my soul, so everyone will know in the end We were never friends Have you ever felt lost inside so unloved within that you almost die Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside Don't push your ignorance on me I'm not unrehearsed to your jealousy And I know you think I don't see the signs Well how do you know, do I look blind So take it while you can so you can meet demands My breakdown is what you thrive on So rip it from my soul so everyone will know in the end I'm the break you're the bend Have you ever felt lost inside so unloved within that you almost die Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside So take while you can so you can meet demands My insanity is what you thrive on So rip it from my soul, so everyone will know in the end We were never friends Stranger inside | | Friday, March 19th, 2004 | | 12:55 am |
fuck 'em if they can't take a joke.
A random quote from a movie which I stole from a friend who plagiarizes movies, "Never take life too seriously, you'll never come out alive." Other than that my day went pretty well for a day off for once, saw an old friend hung out with my buddies got some good chow and wasted lots of moola in an arcade? Only thing that'd be better now is a warm body waiting in my bed to cuddle up to when I get home. Any offers? | | Thursday, March 4th, 2004 | | 2:02 am |
| | Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004 | | 12:38 am |
| | Wednesday, February 25th, 2004 | | 12:40 am |
.45
"45" Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Everyone's pointing their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what I believe I believe And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 | | Sunday, February 15th, 2004 | | 6:30 pm |
I've been busy
Sorry to all that I've kinda ignored, especially you lore, I feel as if I haven't paid you the attention you deservered. ::hugs:: I am sorry for that, seems as of late everything has just gotten busy or I've had plans which is ironic considering I never make plans. Happy v day to everyone that cares for me or in general reads this. But for anyone I've missed feel free to gimme a call as I've not much important to say these days anymore it seems. Who knows maybe we'll hook up go have dinner or something eh? vaya con dios. | | Friday, February 6th, 2004 | | 1:17 am |
| | 1:04 am |
full metal jacket
No reason for the title other than stanley kubrick was a fucking genius. Other than that no real update other than I'm bored. Finally have a chance to be online again. I miss everyone. And honestly have decided what care to get, really wanted the truck but insurance murdered me but after long consideration and price checking and chatting with my co workers its down to a 69 camaro ! woot! yeah anyways dealing with people I think is getting more and more of a hassle sometimes. I think I need a vacation. | | Monday, January 26th, 2004 | | 3:53 pm |
for anyone who cares
Update: I haven't been on much and possibly won't for the next coupla days maybe even a week or two or three, (you know me) but my aunt is dying. She is in the hospital right now and over the past coupla days things have been going downhill so to speak. Been staying with the family and if you're tried to call me my cell phone is shut off since well I don't get paid until tomorrow and the bill was due last week (yay!). So all in all I miss ya and I'll talk to you people soon. | | Wednesday, January 21st, 2004 | | 4:14 pm |
yay for carshopping
Yay for carshopping although I do believe I have only one sales person to wait till he gets off work then lynch him. (not really but I thought about it after he was a complete ass to me and my buddies.) So for the story it was me, Kevin, and Lance (lance is basically my adopted brother in law as for the fact he's dating my adopted sister or getting married to her in april or yeah its a long long complicated story -don't ask) and Kevin well is lance's best friend not to mention one of our co-workers since we all work at the same place. So yeah basically we just looked around and such and drove around on the motor mile all night but I stopped at one place which is where lance bought his 2001 'stang and referred me to the guy he bought it from. Alright well the truck I found there 2002 nissan frontier crew cab midnight black running boards, chrome wheels, 6 disc cd changer, s-roof just all in all a lot of goodies, now it isn't four wheel drive or supercharged like I wanted but he's cutting me a great deal after I haggled with him. Truck has 8-thousand miles on it thats all. He dropped it down from 22-23 thousand to 12 grand basically after we talked about trade ins and such thats assuming my credit is good (should be my cell phone was pretty cheap on the security deposit) but yeah other than that went to another dealership and checked out a 2004 4x4 supercharged frontier and the guy got serious cool points, he didn't let us test drive it until he took it off the lot but he didn't go below 90 mph half the time and was slinging the back end around turns and such so it was cool. After that and looking and trucks and all we went over to toyota dealership and checked out the toyota celica I wanted and this is the sales guy that was an asshole. I asked him if I could test drive and he just plain flat out said no. So yeah but then I hung out with antonio later that night and he pointed out the truck he was gonna buy that new 2004 chevvy truck thats like only two seats a convertible and looks like the 1920s truck I can't remember what its called but yeah its sweet. And I also got a look at the new dodge viper and the new dodge ram 1500 r/t (22.5 inch tires, I work on 18 wheelers and those are the tires they use! also it has a viper engine in it! only 50k$) so yeah that was my night in a nut shell and all umm and lore if ya read this gimme a call sometime to make sure my phone is still working would love to hear about your trip. And brian if ya ever bother to read this gimme a call mid febuary or so Maybe I'll come down and we can get a game of necromunda going. Dunno what to say sirch cept sorry to hear about the brother and computer deal with the files and all and the live action sailor moon had to suck. Rev- Ain't heard from you, how are you and rachel doin out there? hmm who else who else.... and Stripey you're back in coloumbia so yeah... hope you're having fun lol. For anyone I missed, its nothing personal just I frankly cannot think well on an empty stomach so I'm off, adios! -C |
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